Texto to my beloved lover

I know that i ve blowed your phone by a lot of text messages and calls (wich you didn't reply on by the way), i know that i ve talked a lot, i revealed alot of my anger, and my love, two things that don't match with each other, but i can say that you ve broken my heart not only once but more than twice, the thing is i don't know what's wrongb with me, that makes you soanger with me that you don't even have the courage to answer my text messages, or return my calls....
I did bad things to you, i did a horrible things to you, but i feel like i love you and i really need you,
Honestly i don't anything about you excep maybe your name, maybe, eventhough i keep tellingbto myself that it is my fault that you don't tell me your story, but.. I need an explanation i deserve to be told why yo insist on letting me go this time after this long 10years of waiting you, of waiting you becoming one day my man, it's getting much angrier inside me, i want answers if i m not the woman you're lokking for, you should spell it into my face, ... But instead you ve chosen to change your phone number.

But wait isn't me who ve told you to change your phone number or to shut it as a sign of not wanting me ? Oh shit, it is a sign of dumping me after this long years, you ve decided to live your life away from me,

"Ok face it my dear, he has gonb, and this is his own way of loving you, he is just using you to get to where he wants always to be, he doesn't love (anymore, to be more kind), he wants some grown up not a childish woman like you are, he wants someone who doesn't know about any of his suffering like you do, he wants a woman who can start up fresh with her, and this is can't be done with you"

The truth is really hard to accept, but i must live my life by my own, i can't love again, i can't start up fresh with a new person, and unfortunately i still love you, i still want be your wife, instill want see your eyes with that loving  glimpse inused to when i meet you, but let's face it, as you told me once, we don't know each other because we didn't me that often it was once a month, and lately we haven't seen each other for'allost a hole year...

It's sad that our love story has ended this way, i don't have any plans of loving again, or sacrifice for the name of love again, i don't want to know what it is going to be like then years from now, i m just grieving right now for your lost,

And be sure i decided to share these feelings, because for me it's the only way that i can forget about you...
It was a nice story, i remember every period every scene (because it's going to be, from now on, just a piece of theater), and i enjoy the fact that i have met you in my life, i ve learned a bunch of things, really interesting things, however i don't wanna see your face ever again.... Or hear about you again....

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